Thursday 10 May 2012

The White Owl

The shrill voice,
Across the silent night sky;
The searing white light,
Across the dark starless sky;
The incessant city lights,
Blinding the sights of the nocturnal beast;
Taking away innocent lives,
In the darkness of the electrocuted lights;
The twisted beak,
Filled with horrors from the folklore;
The silent prey,
Sleeping peacefully;
Aghast of the presence,
Clinging onto the weak twigs;
The greater power,
Foreseeing with visions unseen;
The flapping of wings,
Unperturbed by the sleep;
The uncaring nature,
Fixing the boards of life!

Saturday 19 November 2011

ROLLING ON...

Ever seen sober people who cannot walk in a
straight line... Just be on a ship with a very
rough weather outside.


The South China Sea at this time of the year is
one of the roughest waterbodies of the world. The
tide is almost 7m. and current of 3nauts and even
the fully loaded ship is rolling like anything.
Plates going here and there in the galley, people
walking in sinusoidal paths on the decks and the
need for handrails on stairways is the most needful
thing at this time.



Lying on the bed of the cabin you can't help
thinking that you are having a roller coaster
ride. Rolling from one end of the cot to the
other. The amperage of the motors increasing, the
propeller overspeeding at times, its a chilling
thing to work on the open deck with the rain
getting stronger every hour.



Been on the deck today to check the engine room
vents, I saw a fishing trawler in the distance
bobbing up and down like one of those crazy balls
we used to play with in childhood. I get amazed by
the will power and the love for adventure of the
human kind.



Imagine the vikings taking it to the fierce sea
storms that too in their least sophisticated
vessels of the 14th/15th century, with no ballast
tanks or such comfortable accomodations.



The visibility also being low, heard the ship horn
the umpteenth time today. Standing on the Bridge,
one can see the forces of nature playing together.
The wind force is so strong that you definitely
need a shelter to visualise the surroundings. But
when you do, you really feel how infinitesimally
small we humans are at the hands of nature.
However sophisticated or advanced we maybe, we
still are merciful at the wrath of nature.



The time when standing becomes difficult and you
still got to find your way through the maze of
pipelines on the tank top, you really start
admiring the seafarers of the past who had climb
up those masts in order to adjust the sails.




All in all its a thing you definitely want to
cherish for the times ahead.

Thursday 17 November 2011

Sailing without the Sails

Hey Mates,

For all of you who are wondering their mind(s) out about me... am doing real good :) The crew and the officers are very friendly and my previous professional experience is helping a lot. The engineers are really happy about the fact that I already know so much about the machines though this being my very first ship. There is simply no problem I am facing due to the rolling and pitching of the ship, though we encountered a lot of bad weather in the South China Sea. Presently we are in the South China Sea near Phillipines and sailing towards Daesun (South Korea).

Am doing all the major overhauls of the machines, that too on my 2nd and 3rd day onboard the ship. That is I've done the 3rd engineer's as well as the 2nd engineer's work. So everyone wants to take me with them for the work :) Am finding the ship very homely.

And to tell something about the food... I really don't want to go back home if this kind of food prevails for long :) Every morning having a power packed breakfast with things like brown breads, cheese slices, bacons, apples, oranges, mayonaese, milk, eggs :)

This was only the breakfast. So hope you can imagine how the lunch and dinner goes on :) Just yesterday there was pomphret fry for lunch and like we have the whole fish, I also ate up the whole thing only the middle fishbone was left in the plate. Captain had a glace at my plate and went off like, "You ate up the whole thing??" with a peculiar look on his face. I said like "Sir, we actually eat up the whole thing." Then he said, "ya I know how you Bengalis are so very fond of fishes." I gave a smile... Captain taa akta buro lok but khub bhalo lok. Amake dekhlei khali 'noddy' r moto ghaar naare aar bole.. "Everything fine?" :)

And the chief is a damn good person. Forsha, lomba, a gentleman. The Second Engineer's wife is on board and gives me so many chocolates that I got to share them with other people :) (gaining favour at the expense of others) :)

Chief Cook taa ke akdom puropuri potiye niyechi... Malta amar kache eshe khali bole "ek Cigarette" aar pet thushe khawae... :) Today got my first carton of B&H :)

Today morning a very nice thing happened. Got up from sleep and day was just breaking. I glaced through the ocean through my port hole (I do it everyday dilligently, to get a feel of the day), saw a number of seagulls flying around the forward mast of the ship. That indicated that we were near land. Checked out with the Bridge, and yes we were really near the Phillipines. Nice things happening. Sometime after too much working and sweating, I go up and stand on the deck for sometime too get the real feel of the sea. Akdin 2 to Dolphin dekhechhi besh duure. Dolphin naki timi machh janina. Sometimes there are other ships that pass through,, but a very distant form.

Work is good. But this being an UMS class vessel, the engine room is unmanned after 17:00, except only if some alarm comes up. So from Morning 7:00 to 17:00, with breaks for breakfast, lunch and tea. And soooo many priviledges being in BP, and that too in a vessel in such a good condition.

And about the the first international flight I embarked upon... :) That was really some experience. I just took my Boarding Pass and there was a voice from the side, "SOMU!!" I just turned my head and saw Mr.Sumantra Chaudhuri getting his boarding pass in the same flight, but the Business Class :) Really some good thing. Then I met Jethiji in the waiting area before boarding the flight. Didn't get to meet jethiji this time round in calcutta. So ultimately destiny prevailed yet again. While boarding, just when the door opened, it was announced that first the people on wheelchair will proceed, then diplomats and et all, then business class people and then Economy class people. So,
Sundorjethu: Somu, chole aaye...
Amio gotgot kore hete chole gelam.
The security guard stopped me.
Sundorjethu: Arey dhur, chharoto... amar chhele :P
Abaar aami gotgot kore uthe porlaam.
Just seat e boshe kombol er packet taa chhirechhi...
Sundorjethu: Somu, bhalo jaega peyechhistoh...
Almost all the people onboard got to know that I am with somebody in the Hall of Fame, so that made me in the Balcony of fame too :)
He got me introduced to the Basketball referee of India, who was heading for the asian games or something in Indonesia probably..
Then went with him to see what Business Class is..
Sundorjethu: Ne jaja achhe kheye ne.. :P
I also followed suite.
Sundorjethu: Era kintu besh bhalo khawaye... shatiye jaabi... :)
Toh ami bollam "Du akta jinisher naam bolo janina to ki bolte hobe... But eventually I got a Menu Card, from where I could order anything any number of times without any extra expense from my pocket :P
That time I thought "Damn you Maa, aamake kano bekaar Khashir mangsho aar Bhaat khaiye pathiyechhile?? pet e ak fota jaega nai!" So I had to cover up the same from elsewhere... :)

Had a drink called ki Bailley's Irish Cream, don't worry I didn't know of the thing, sundorjethu told me about it... besh bhalo :P otaai kheyechhi besh duto... along with some other things :) But plane chhartei tray tey kore niye eshechhe Juice and Beer. Toh aabar jigesh kore "which one would you like to have Sir?" ki mushkil "boli beer taa daao... eshob ki aabar jigesh korte hoe naki??" chinkuta heshe dilo aabar :) otaa khete khete besh cinema dekhchhilam akta... abar khete ichhe holo... bell bajiye bollam "Boy, get me another beer." taar sathe abar jhuribhaja diye galo... :) taar por besh kotaa oi Irish Cream merechhi :) shob gile ghumaiya disi... tarpor ak chinku aisha daake... "Sir, you need to wake up we are landing" Toh aami bollam " Dakhona Belt taa plane take off koraar por theke khuli i ni jaate ghumiye porle naa daako" uff oke aar ke bojhaye...

And singapore was really awessome... was too sleepy because of the late night flight and the hassles the previous day, so instead of venturing out, I preferred to catch up some sleep and then lunch. After lunch, was picked up from the hotel along with the 2nd engineer and an AB to the jetty. From there we had to go by boat for about 30 mins to the place where the ship was anchored. Great things, preferably because of the first time.

Let's see what I have in store and hope for the best and keep praying.

Monday 27 December 2010

The Aeonian Beauty

Watching the ants
Marching along,
Knowing their own way,
Or following,
Marching for a reason unknown
Marching for a cause obscure.

I stand there alone,
Away from the crowd,
Away from the herd.
My words go unheard,
My squall goes unheeded.
The words don't sound the same
Outside my head.

It seems the silence
Is here to stay!

All the razor edges disappear,
Colours look brighter when you are near.
The stars shine like fireballs
Around your silk-skinned aura.
I look at you with engrossed eyes
Your amorous self grows closer.

Your ambrosial envisage,
Your naive beauty,
Draws me ever closer to you.

I've seen you from the day I was born,
You were there for me
When my heart was unanimously torn.
I'll be far away when you'll still smile!

The love, the pain, the hope,
Oh beautiful one,
Will remain forever,
Oh the damsel of the night.
Your eyes will remain in my paradise,
Your smile will make my soul rise!

Wednesday 1 December 2010

Presence

Shadowy visions
Going blurred,
The dry leaves
Getting charred;
Smokey images
Of a life left far behind,
Thoughts wandering
In the surreptitious mind.



Equal distances
Infathomable,
Known expressions
Inexplicable,
Regular shapes
Changing forms,
Optical reflections---
An illusion of the past!

Tuesday 17 August 2010

Phoenix

Cut a blade of grass
It would never bleed
Thoughts of growing back again...

Melt a piece of ice
Turning to water
Thinking of freezing back again...

Shed the leaves
Come winter
Storing to grown the next spring...

Bleeding from the wound
To colour the earth red
Healing to shed some more...

Stopping the flow
The rock ahead
To jump over it...

Window glasses
To stop the gale
For the wind to blow again...

Candles burning
Giving off light
Only to be lighted again...

Glasses emptied
Thirst quenched
To be filled up once more...

Ashes flown by wind
Conjuring up
To be burnt again...

Kites flying high
Bounded by strings
To be brought down again...

Sun setting in myriads of colours
For the beautiful stars to see
And sunrise once againe...

Waters going up
Intense heat
Only to be raining again...

Memories stocked in
Dying again
To live life once...

Wednesday 3 March 2010

Burning with the fag.

How many times must a man be screwed
Before he's called a man?
How many litres must his car burn
Before it gives off smoke?
Yes, how many times must he wake up
Before he can sleep sound?
The answer my friend is burning with the fag
The answer is burning with the fag.

Yes, how many years can a tortoise exist
Before its shell is crushed to shards?
Yes, how many times can a lizard escape
Before it has to sacrifice the tail?
Yes, how many times can a candle flicker
Struggling amidst the harsh wind?
The answer my friend is burning with the fag
The answer is burning with the fag.

Yes, how many grains have to be collected
Before it makes a desert?
Yes, how many drops must the river possess
Before it can flood?
Yes, how many barbs have to be fenced
To keep the wind away?
The answer my friend is burning with the fag
The answer is burning with the fag.


---- remembering Dylan my own way :P